Another cemetery miracle

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My Aunt Shirley died last Friday.

She was the precious wife for many years of my mother’s brother, Ralph. Because Jeff and I were too far away on a trip of our own through the weekend, I didn’t get to go to Aunt Shirley’s funeral. That bothered me. I wanted to see my cousins, my other aunts and uncles, my own siblings there.

I didn’t get to hear the words about Aunt Shirley’s life. I didn’t get to see her body one more time.

And I didn’t get to see where she was buried. In that quiet little cemetery in small-town Mississippi.

Immediately after my baby Kali’s funeral years ago, I think those in charge wanted me to leave after Amen, to come back an hour later—after the burial—instead of standing there to watch it.

But I had to stay. I had to see the dirt, shovel by shovel, dumped over her tiny little casket. I needed it for closure.

Two days before the first Easter, Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of Joseph needed to see the graveyard, too. They had to see where Jesus’ body would be kept.

Of course burial was different in those days. Jesus’s body was put into a cave-like tomb, sealed with a gigantic stone, then for double-dog-dare-you protection, guarded by Roman soldiers.

And Joseph bought a linen shroud, and taking him down, wrapped him in the linen shroud and laid him in a tomb that had been cut out of the rock. And he rolled a stone against the entrance of the tomb.

Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of Joses saw where he was laid.
Mark 15:46-47

They needed to see because they knew they’d go back.

I knew I’d go back, too. I wanted to go back and check on Kali’s flowers, put out pinwheels, and just cry. They did, too (well, minus the pinwheels).

But our endings were different. At least for awhile. Because when Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went back, there was no body. At least not a dead one.

What they saw was a miracle.

What do I see when I go back?

It doesn’t look like much of a miracle. Grass has grown over the grave. The fresh flowers I used to keep there are now replaced by artificial ones to last longer. I occasionally take a pinwheel, but not regularly.

But the miracle?

Because of the great miracle at Jesus’ tomb, miracles in our cemetery happen too.

I just can’t see them yet.

But I know they’re just as real. The souls with Jesus live on. And stay alive.

And one day my soul will meet again with all the souls that have transformed before my time. And those who come later. And we’ll all be as real to each other as when Mary and Mary met Jesus again in front of his empty tomb.

So we hope. We lean in. We press on.

Because there’s more yet to come.

For my Aunt Shirley, my Kali, my parents, all your friends and relatives who have already passed on, the graveyard isn’t the end. It’s just the marker of transitions.

And from there, miracles continue to happen.

Just like they did 2,000 years ago.

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11 thoughts on “Another cemetery miracle

  1. Barbara H.

    The first couple of times we had a death in the family, I wasn’t able to go once and chose not to the other time. It wasn’t til after going to one that I realized that, though it’s hard, it’s such a special time with family and friends, and it does give a sense of closure to see the body one last time. I did stay to see my father’s casket buried but not my mother’s – it was pouring down rain that day and we had relatives to get back to. As much as I needed to see that with my dad, I was at peace not seeing it with my mom.

    Sometimes after a loss I hear someone saying, “Heaven just gets sweeter all the time.” Though, of course, it’s infinitely sweet just with the Lord there, I know what they mean: the longer we live, the more people we’ll have to look forward to seeing again when we get there.

    I don’t know what people do who have no hope of a resurrection. It seems so depressing and empty to think this life might be all there is. But I am glad it isn’t, that we have abundance of reassurance that the graveyard isn’t the end.

    1. LisaNotes Post author

      Yes, Jeff and I say almost every time that we’re glad we went to a funeral or visitation–once it’s over. 😉 I don’t ever look forward to them per se, but I do enjoy the visiting time with friends and family that we don’t see much any other time.

      We each have to deal with death in our ways. It’s good that you were able to do what gave you peace in different ways with both your dad and mom’s funerals. Both my parents funerals were different but part of that was trying to respect their individual wishes and at the same time do what was best for those left behind. It’s never easy.

  2. Ellen Chauvin

    Blessed to visit your blog today from Holley’s Coffee for Your Heart. Oh, the hope we have! The graveyard is NOT the end – just a memorial stone, if you will! What a wonderful reminder! I’m also wondering if perhaps I knew your Aunt Shirley, as I have tromped around many a graveyard in small town Mississippi, looking for log ago relatives!

    1. LisaNotes Post author

      Who knows, Ellen? You may well have visited that very graveyard. My Aunt Shirley was buried in a very small cemetery where my grandparents are also buried in north Mississippi. I rarely go there anymore since they’ve died but I would love to go back and visit again. I hope to go this fall for a family reunion.

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